"Think of all the fun I've missed Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed Next year I could be oh so good If you'd check off my Christmas list"

December 31st, 2008

Moment of silence for the great Eartha Kitt who passed away due to colon cancer, Christmas day!!! I also lost a very close family member the same day!!! R.I.P. UNCLE KENNY!!!

So on the eve of the new year..I am cleaning, preparing my hair and attitude for the events tonight and still trying to figure out what I'm gonna wear out tonight. Hence the reason for the picture above! I find that there is a strange calm and deep insight within me. As is it is apart of growing up, you grow apart from people and grow closer to others. And I have found that my first real heartbreak has been overshadowed, rightfully so, by the death of my Uncle. I am not really sure if I will ever really give myself the chance to mourn. But let me tell you nothing really confirms my plight of being single forever.... then these two men I dealt with recently. Watch the video below.....




MEN...PLEASE...don't just defend your own..you know this is super wrong!!!

Anyways...I finally venture back into work..and attended a video shoot dec 28th. Thanks to all who attended the Laroo video shoot..you guys all made it very enjoyable.
I have been flirting with making my quiet retirement from the modeling world. I am looking at handling my other ventures...building my "BOMBSHELL" empire. Being the true Gemini that I am...I will be multi-tasking for a while. So never fear the modeling will not be ceasing soon!!

Well HAPPY NEW YEAR....
enjoy these pictures...












UNTIL NEXT YEAR...HERE'S MY LIPSTICK....
B.E.

FRESH...DRESSED LIKE A MILLION BUCKS!!!!

December 17Th, 2008

Hello!!! I know its been a full 10 days since you last heard from me...I can explain! Actually, no I can't, but I will catch you up with the happenings of this bombshell. Since my return from AZ, I have been working (my pay the bills 9-2-5) like crazy. I have taken a pay cut, more job responsibilities and a supposed increase in hours(still waiting to see if this actually true). Found out that they are also going to cut benefits as well, this economy is shitting right now. Which forced me to ask the question "what do I really want to do?" Just know that I am definitely building an empire, because the truth is.. I'm way too constructive to work for someone. I'm a fashionsita, jet setter, business-minded bombshell. Translation, I GO!

So the holidays are upon us, and I find myself feeling incredibly bah-hum-bug. Not quite sure why, but I'm not with the blessed holiday spirit. Still haven't touched the holiday shopping...I detest malls. Instead I am planning trips, business ventures and my enchanted return to school. Yes, you heard me correctly, I'm going back to school. I just feel like "a brilliant mind is a terrible thing to waste!" Especially since my core circle of friends are all bright, highly educated people. Now I have been almost completely gone from the scene out here..and I have seriously been lacking the motivation to handle the myspace stuff. My focus is mainly focused on the website and making my "paper ideas" a reality. And since I am handling this myself..I have to be the one to directly crack the whip.


Never fret though, this bombshell has definitely taken her frustrations out on her wallet....lol...
Shopping ...I love boutiques and such (even though they are ghastly expensive) and on the rare occasion I dash in the mall...I usually have a set in stone idea of what I'm looking for. I just am loving my maturing frame. And after running around with enough stylist, make-up artist, musicians, and doing a gazillion shoots I have a greater understanding for what looks great on my frame. I also enjoy taking more risk. Now before, my risks were more along the lines of "daring", the risks are colors, patterns, pairing and cuts(of the fabric).
I just freakin love playing dress up. My tip...Hounds tooth... its so in right now and on top of that it is a classic print....soooo you can always bring it back.
I'm ready to begin my beast of a workout, to get ready for the beaches, MIA...VEGAS..FL, LA....VA...I'm getting it in...plus I need a tan in my life. The shoots will definitely take up again.
So if your looking to book me ...bombshell.be@gmail.com..is the best and only option. Paid shoots are the only work I'm looking for, but if you have something that will benefit me way more int he long run, lets chat!!!!
Random pictures of me having fun, cause I'm learning photo shop!!!

Until next time, Here's my Lipstick






quick love to Diego "the specialist"..the myspace homie..for all the hook ups...

" I CHANGED MY MIND...I DONT LOVE YOU NO MORE"

December 7Th 2008, Tucson, AZ

The title of the blog shall be explained in a bit.....

Firstly I want to say a "big-ups" (inside joke) to my dear friend Miss Tiffany!! Thanks for letting me stay and party with you....and also for introducing me to you friends.

Also mucho love to the TSA Agents....y'all are some of the realest people ever...and major flirts...but hey you do your job and make me feel like a super star!!!

So after a few morning errands on Friday December 5Th, I am driven to SFO airport. The flight was pretty uneventful...I was trying (unsuccessfully) to catch some shut eye....before I knew it I was touching down at LAX..which way my layover. After quickly purchasing one of those neck pillows...pink of course...(anyone who has seen my luggage knows why I said that)
and the book "Rich dad, Poor dad" I was off to my final destination, Tucson.



The honored birthday girl picks me up and we are off to run some more errands in preparation for her party. I finally get a chance to lay it down for some quick beauty rest. Then we are up and doing the preparation for our night out. I must finally admit...even though I am know for my "timely" preparation its my favorite part of going out. Especially when I am getting ready with someone. Dressed and definitely impressing...we make the late( I tend to rub off on people with that) dash to the club. With an expedited V.I.P. entrance to CLUB PEARL(http://www.clubplanet.com/Venues/133448/Tucson/Pearl).... We are shown to Tif's special area by Ashley(I think that's her name) who was the best hostess I have encountered thus far. we sit...the DJ is playing some throw backs....I promptly place my drink order and get ready to let loose in my 5 inch heels...(a decision I am still feeling). Everyone trickles in and the party gets started. Over all it was a pretty cool night, I met some great people that came to get down like me and got to drink a bit..since Tif doesn't...but it was not with out its issues. Her VIP area had its own dance area...which was really fly and at one point while her and I were on the speaker box ..getting it in...I snapped a picture of a cracking ass VIP. Which for this bombshell was such a relief since I'm so use to seeing a super stiff VIP ...with people just watching the unfortunate and trying to see who can do it up the best.
As I was saying before...security was not doing their job...so we had swanglers entering the VIP...girls...which believe me we had more than enough of....though to our knowledge no one was bold enough to sip on our champagne and eat on the treats. But still not cool...and guys who decided to invite girls into the VIP...when it wasn't their reserved VIP area to begin with.  Not sure when that was ever okay.

my pick of NQB ...

Again...my drunk ass was not quite up on my quick snap skills..I'm so working on it for next time. But this "hand holding friend of Dorthy" is beyond not quite bombshell. See, him and his favorite "hags" decided to showcase their superior dancing skills on the private dance floor Tif's party occupied, him and his crew were asked repeatedly to vacate the area. Resulting in my birthday friend having to do the honors herself. His girls, upon our arrival back to the area, abandoned ship and left him. Actually,  I cant quite say left him, because he refused to leave. And had the nerve to cuss my friend out and ask "who the fuck was she." To which the prompt response was "I'm paying for this party!" Before security could come and embarrass this rude individual, his girls saved him and he left. Much to my dismay because I would have loved to see him get tossed on his "rainbow-brite" ass. 

To him I say "SISTA-BROTHA....GROW UP...AND KNOW THAT UNLESS YOU GOT IT LIKE THAT...( I mean be real..some of us do ...and some of us don't) OR YOU PAY LIKE YOU WEIGHT, THE CLUB IS NOT ALL ACCESS TO YOU..AND WHEN YOU ARE TOLD OF YOUR BOUNDARIES RESPECT IT...BEFORE YOU GET DISRESPECTED!!!


The rest of my weekend was pretty chill..minus some travel arrangement issues. But between my new reading and my mini-vacation I did get a chance to do some major thinking. Have you ever noticed that when you are away from home you can easily eliminate your normal distractions and accurately evaluate you life. I opened my eyes to plenty of my situations. In my love life, friends and family life, my financial life and my entrepreneur life. I realize that I must take more risk ...I have a very creative mind and I am not using it to its full potential. In my love and friends/family life I realized the time has come once again to purge some people from my life. For those who do not hold their weight, or after some time I am still not sure what their purpose with in my life is, I say " YOU ARE THE WEAKEST LINK, GOOD-BYE!" As a maturing individual(yea I know that wasn't very mature) these actions can be very hard on us, But I realize that ..I am the only one who can make the best decisions for me. So far...I've done a great job. 

  When winter comes, I tend to find myself lonely along with cold...craving the attention and proposed companionship of an member of the male species. Yet I am not mentally in the place for a meaningful relationship. I am so focused on making my dreams not only a reality but an accomplishment that I know I will ultimately hurt someone. Now those true romantics out there will loudly proclaim " when you are in a true loving relationship, you can accomplish everything you set out for in you personal, and business life," these two,in essence doing more than coexisting but empowering the other. Realistically, a relationship takes more than it gives. Especailly when you are stampeding toward your dream. The men that I am the closest with..encourage my non-relationship status, which oddly enough brings a smile to my face. Hell my parents and closest girlfriends do too. And with the particular man I'm eyeing...we are in the same place in our lives....creating and making the most of opportunities afforded to us. Now I do date...I mean I am not a hermit! I enjoy the company of a hilarious, sexy, creative man. But a relationship..is a no go...we can enjoy our time together..learn from one another, share stories and hopefully forge timeless bonds. Anything more than that, right now, I am passionately not pursuing.

   So when I am singing the line from Keyshia's song, "I changed my mind, I don't love you no more!" I'm actually saying...I am loving me more. And if "the one" is unequivocally the one....our congruent paths will finally intersect and we'll be the new age Barack & Michelle. 

Not only showcasing "real, unashamed love" but brains, beauty and drive!!!!




OH...THE DOUBLE CHIMES HAVE SOUNDED...AND I SEE MY LOVELY HOME(THE BAY) COMING CLOSER AND CLOSER.....

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B.E.

WHEN YOU LEAVE ME..THEN YOUR LEAVING THE BEST..SO YOUR GONNA HAVE TO SETTLE FOR LESS....

November 30th, Sunday night

Yes your friendly, posh bombshell is in the house for the night, with good reason.  With a weekend get-a-way planned, I have to coordinate and get my pack list together.  Plus I just had something I had to chat with you about. 

  I'm just wondering how many of you(male & female) have dated someone or had a torrid affair with someone, it ends and you see the "new booty" or better yet the new title holder, and are utterly confused.  I mean, at the risk of sounding cocky, they just don't even place when compared to you, and I am talking way more than just looks.  Personality is a blah, attitude is stank, swag is at a whooping zero, looks...yea not there.  And this fool is acting like they(the new one) is the shit..posting pictures up (when they wouldn't post y'all pictures), shouting them out, etc. Now I do realize that some of us, past conquests, are merely bitter and can't admit that the new love interest is pretty amazing...even if they are.  But for those of us who live with both feet firmly planted in reality, aren't you left sometimes scratching your head,as to what the fuck those, for lack of a better word I am gonna steal my boy's, smidoits 1. saw in you and 2. what they are seeing after you.  

  Now I have a couple of different possible scenarios for the reason why the exes do a downgrade.   The first possible reason, you read the title of the blog, Weezy said it best.  "When you leave me, your leaving the best, so your just gonna have to settle for less."  Some of the people we (I know this goes for me as well) "hook up" with are just... so not on the same level.  They just get lucky, hell it happens.  For whatever reason we just lower our standards, damn that sounds jacked up huh.  I will say the circumstances provide an opening for those who we would normally pass by.  So the next one who comes along is really that persons true type.  You were the "Haley comet," in their life...their "bad piece."  

The second possibly reason, the ex was just too insecure to deal with you.  By all aforementioned accounts they were on your level, but need someone that gets way less shine than them.  These are the guys(girls) that constantly accuse you of "ego trippin," or worst.  When you look back at it you realize they needed someone that didn't elevate them, or even compliment them, they needed someone that THEY could define.  They needed to make someone!  

   Now I am sure there are some of my past conquest that are reading this and trying to see where they fit.  If anything from those two situations offended you...then BINGO!! You found your spot.  There also some of my past men that think they could say the same thing about who came after them. Eh! I choose most of my men off of my moods and off their personalities. And be worried about the men that I don't showcase..those are the real ego-demolisher's.  *BIG WINK*....

Some of us just weren't compatible.  Some of us just needed a break, and some of us are better as friends.   There are a few of you that I have come to realize, just love women! Ugly, fat, skinny, big booties, no booties, big boobs, long hair, short hair, vixens or normal hood chicks. You just feel its your personal duty to "love" as many of us as you can, physically, mentally or emotionally.  Which is your personally choice,but, uh, this Bombshell is selfish.  So I'll quickly make my exit.  

I MEAN "NO ONE ON THE CORNER GOTTA BOP LIKE THIS.."

LMAO

UNTIL NEXT TIME..HERE'S MY LIPSTICK.....

I'M SUPABAD....SUPABBBBAAAAADDDDD...THEY WANT SOME OF MAMA'S LOVIN!!!

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IF YOU LIKE IT THAN YOU SHOULDA PUT A RING ON IT...DON'T BE MAD WHEN YOU SEE THAT HE WANT IT...

November 19, 2008

Is Bella Eve on the hunt for that infamous 5 carat solitaire???

UM no!!

Nothing displays your age more than your friends, one by one, "jumping the broom." I have a huge amount of male friends, and it is always interesting to me as more and more of "my men" make the decision to not only pop the question but also go through with the ceremony, what is going through their minds. As a woman, I realize that we (women) are raised to want marriage and domestication. Where as men are taught to first "sow their wild oats." And, man, do they ever, a lot of times while they are still deciding if "this one is the one." Usually when the decision is made they are happy and more than ready for the big responsibility of marriage.

Now me being the true romantic I am...I do believe that everyone has their soul mate. While this bombshell/fashionista is no exception, and I do have a particular "Mr. Big" in mind, I'm in no rush to walk down the aisle. I feel like I need to sow my wild oats, mature a little more and get all of my "shit" together. So when the time comes, I have no major baggage that may doom the marriage before it gets a real chance to begin. I am also still looking at marriage as being tied down, which lets me know I am really not ready. I just don't like answering to anyone, and constantly having to make decisions with my "other half" in mind. I mean really women...whats the big rush to get married? And I also would like to know whats wrong with long engagements, I mean they give you time to see what your getting yourself into, don't you think?

Yea I'm going to maintain the happily single (though I do have bouts of loneliness from time to time) status for a while.....

Ahhhh let me answer this...

yea its the field and its time for me to play!!!!

UNTIL NEXT TIME HERE'S MY LIPSTICK!!!!

B.E.

C.OOL O.UTRAGEOUS L.OVERS O.F U.NIQUELY R.AW S.TYLE

FRIDAY NOV, 7TH 2008

Upon hearing that the "Gentleman of the year," Mr. Fozworth Bentley, would be in town, I made the lighting quick decision to step out on a Friday night. Now, I am a socialite, fashionista, bombshell, but as of late I have not been feeling up to going out and dealing with drunk ass , sloppy, hating individuals. So I have been staying home and only venturing out every so often. I figure the scene misses and cherishes me more that way...plus I tend to have way more fun. One of my sisters is home and so we got dolled up and headed to the ever so swank Butterfly Lounge and grill in San Francisco, for the homie Demetrius' Location415 "The Gentleman's club" party (location415.com). Of course I, having been a frequent guest in Vegas, still tend to operate on those hours. So guest lists, unless all night, do nothing for me, plus they're kind of a joke...I just do not do lines. So I linked up with one of the homies and walked in the club. Now for those of you who have never done this ...let me "walk you through" this so to speak. You usually do not wait too long in front of the line ..walk in no bag check, no id, no paying. Usually there are one or two hating ass females...(H.A.F.) that has an attitude and something snotty to say. BUT ...hey...I can feel...its cold outside.

Because of the name of this particular event I expected there to be a ghetto free environment. Well I was proven wrong, and I am not talking about the men. Is it just me but are the females becoming super ignorant these days...they think that getting pissy drunk, looking to start a fight shows how.."super bad" you are!! Females sizing each other up...trying to show out...Fellas the outfits, the hair, the nails, the precision make up, not for you. We (females) are trying to shut down the competition. Now I have never been a BW, basic woman(I like that line from Klymax "meeting in the ladies room") I just like to look good. Most of the men these chicks are showing out for...I know, or don't care to know. See I'm not easily impressed by money or ballers. There has to be more to you than that...now I will say I have no problem falling for a pretty face....or a big butt and a smile..but come on now..who hasn't. I looked stunning as did my sister...see pictures below...I'm a grown woman...and love showcasing that. But of course someone one had to fuck with the sexy vibe.

Ladies, I know its your girl's birthday...your feeling like a superstar because y'all put together your pennies and got a booth with the complimentary Goose bottle service. You hit the mall in search of that perfect outfit, hit the mac station and got it tight. Blew an L (blunt for you non-east coast folks) or hell even popped a bottle in the limo, your crunked up...enjoying your one night of super stardom. I don't hate it....but damn there are v.i.p. rules. Protocols and procedures that when you buck over the age of 21 you just pick up when your a regular. Because the shit that fly's out here in the bay...just disgraces you lets say at Diddy's white party. 1. Get in tight with security.... so lets say some none deserving individuals gets past v.i.p. security and is bold enough to sip on your liquor...see a true v.i.p. bombshell...says nothing..but politely taps security and discreetly gets it handled. 2. Check your crew, there is nothing worst than that one super ghetto, loud friend that is doing too much and fucking up the look. 3. Know the layout of the VIP before hand...do a walk through...shout out to my girl Tiff...some clubs have busy VIP areas..some even have an exclusive VIP, its more money but hey its worth it if your anti-social.

Also ladies...just because you may not know exactly who someone is....does not mean they are a nobody. I'm type discreet, and constantly switch up my appearance. Constantly bumping into me...and roughly is not the way to go... and since I am a lady...I keep my inner ghetto bitch (I.G.B.) in check. It is so not cute to see grown women fighting in stilettos and mini dresses, though the men probably disagree. Bump me once ...cool...twice or more..not...especially when you feel like your too special to excuse yourself...hmmmmmmm..nope...which brings me to my new section I will conduct every time I head out..no matter where I am...NOT QUITE BOMBSHELL, N.Q.B. for short. This event's winner is....

MAMA..WHOEVER YOU ARE STEP IT UP ....learn to party hard and still be a bombshell.

Well I am about through here...shout out to my boy John of m1promo..and Big Von...I love watching you spin man... and a heartfelt MWAH to Mr. Fonzworth Bentley...my fashion crush....Keep showing them the light....and it was a pleasure meeting you and your business partner.

UNTIL NEXT TIME HERE'S MY LIPSTICK

"THOUGH IT SEEMS HEAVEN SENT, WE'RE NOT READY TO HAVE A BLACK PRESIDENT!!!"

Maybe when 'Pac uttered those words we weren't but now...the nation is speaking. More people have turned out to vote than ever. That alone is "amazing," the lines are looking like a new star wars movie is coming out...or hell even "Hannah Montana." I'm just so happy history is in the making right now in my life time. Alot of people are saying that we, African Americans, are voting for Obama for all the wrong reasons...mainly because he is black. The fact he looks like me is an added bonus. He is talking something we haven't heard in 8 years. He is talking about bettering us as a people then as a nation. Cleaning up house before we go play "principle" to other countries. More than that...he is finally putting to life what our(black) parents have always told each and everyone of us " You can be whatever you want baby...even President!" I just can not get over the fact that I am in fact a part of history. But with is monumental action taking place there is the ever present ignorance rearing its sad head. There have been reports of "suspect" behavior taking place all over the country...with high concentration in "urban" areas. I really seems like every bit of progress that is made...to make the moves to the future there is a certain amount of people that want to hang us back on trees. The fucked up part about that is they are usually the ones with the money. Everyone focuses on the inbred hicks on the back roads, forgetting that in our history it has always been the judges, governors and so on that are the important racist. The ones we should be on the look out for. Here in California there is so much turmoil on prop 8. It is getting almost as much coverage as the presidential race itself. For those of you not in California here is the description of prop 8. Proposition 8 is an initiative state constitutional amendment on the 2008 California General Election ballot, titled Eliminates Right of Same-Sex Couples to Marry.[1][2] If passed, the proposition would "change the California Constitution to eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry in California."[3] A new section would be added stating "only marriage between a man and a woman is valid or recognized in California."[3]
The measure was originally submitted for the ballot by petitioners with the title "California Marriage Protection Act."[4] The title and summary were revised by Attorney General Jerry Brown to more "accurately reflect the measure."[5] The Superior Court of California ruled in favor of these changes, stating, "The title and summary is not false or misleading because it states that Proposition 8 would 'eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry' in California. The California Supreme Court unequivocally held that same-sex couples have a constitutional right to marry under the California Constitution." [6] -Per Wikipedia. Since I am probably one of like five people who has not voted yet I am not going to say my position on this matter...but I will say this, as a person of a race that has had to have this fight I do understand the homosexual plight.

So originally this blog was going to be on Swag....but with election day tomorrow...and the thought that by Wednesday my "Commander in Chief" could in fact look like me I just couldn't help but finally speak on this historical election.

GO OBAMA!!!!

.....Until next time..here's my lipstick...