As I've matured I have embraced my square vibe and image I give off. I have realized that most people assume I have not seen or experienced certain things in my life and put me in the "sheltered" category. My boy, @themrharris, knows what I'm talking abou
t!! I see now that this probably extends to my sex life as well. Now don't get me wrong I get approached with the "Your a freak! I can tell!" line, but I chalk that up to the desires of the person approaching me. Until the deed has been done I think there is a certain expectation of me to be WEAK in the sack. I wonder why this is? I have been told that I have a sex appeal that comes across in my images, in person, hell, even over the phone. So with all this "sex appeal" is it the belief that it won't/can't/doesn't amount to anything in bed?
Then there are those who catch me in a groove while I'm out drinking and lounging it u
p. I've been asked more than a few times if I'm an "exotic dancer" as one guy put it, at first I was wondering if I was a bit extreme when letting music possesses me, but I was told it was the confidence and sex appeal that I display that makes people wonder.
Now here is where I take full responsibility for someone being "surprised" by my freak!! I don't believe in bragging on my "skills." If I say something it's happened . I just feel like when you hype up your skill, or give a script to the situation before it happens your already setting yourself up for failure. Plus I'm a gemini, we like to be surprised and unscripted.
I've said all of that to say this, I AM A FREAK! There are ideas and thoughts of my sexual imagination that I have yet to discover. Not everyone who has had "the Bomb" experience has gone past level one of my freak meter, at least on my rating.
SO I OFFER TO YOU ALL A PEEK INTO MY FREAK!
My freak is based on trust , desire and ability. If you can give me the illest mind fuck, I mean be able to say, type,text something to me and my body feels it, then you have already gotten me past level one.
If you can allow me to have some sort of control, then you will see how "excited" I am to relinquish control. If I am really feeling you I love how you sound, even deep breathing can cause me to shiver. I am sensitive and extremely responsive. I love to play, switch up scenery and I don't mind bringing some toys into the mix.
I love being watched and I love to watch......
A true Gemini, I don't mind trying something at least once(sometimes twice to make sure), and I aim to please!
Fucking is an action, sex is a feeling and MAKING LOVE IS ALL ABOUT PASSION!
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