Tuesday, December 30

"Think of all the fun I've missed Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed Next year I could be oh so good If you'd check off my Christmas list"



December 31st, 2008

Moment of silence for the great Eartha Kitt who passed away due to colon cancer, Christmas day!!! I also lost a very close family member the same day!!! R.I.P. UNCLE KENNY!!!

So on the eve of the new year..I am cleaning, preparing my hair and attitude for the events tonight and still trying to figure out what I'm gonna wear out tonight. Hence the reason for the picture above! I find that there is a strange calm and deep insight within me. As is it is apart of growing up, you grow apart from people and grow closer to others. And I have found that my first real heartbreak has been overshadowed, rightfully so, by the death of my Uncle. I am not really sure if I will ever really give myself the chance to mourn. But let me tell you nothing really confirms my plight of being single forever.... then these two men I dealt with recently. Watch the video below.....




MEN...PLEASE...don't just defend your own..you know this is super wrong!!!

Anyways...I finally venture back into work..and attended a video shoot dec 28th. Thanks to all who attended the Laroo video shoot..you guys all made it very enjoyable.
I have been flirting with making my quiet retirement from the modeling world. I am looking at handling my other ventures...building my "BOMBSHELL" empire. Being the true Gemini that I am...I will be multi-tasking for a while. So never fear the modeling will not be ceasing soon!!

Well HAPPY NEW YEAR....
enjoy these pictures...












UNTIL NEXT YEAR...HERE'S MY LIPSTICK....
B.E.

Tuesday, December 16

FRESH...DRESSED LIKE A MILLION BUCKS!!!!


December 17Th, 2008

Hello!!! I know its been a full 10 days since you last heard from me...I can explain! Actually, no I can't, but I will catch you up with the happenings of this bombshell. Since my return from AZ, I have been working (my pay the bills 9-2-5) like crazy. I have taken a pay cut, more job responsibilities and a supposed increase in hours(still waiting to see if this actually true). Found out that they are also going to cut benefits as well, this economy is shitting right now. Which forced me to ask the question "what do I really want to do?" Just know that I am definitely building an empire, because the truth is.. I'm way too constructive to work for someone. I'm a fashionsita, jet setter, business-minded bombshell. Translation, I GO!

So the holidays are upon us, and I find myself feeling incredibly bah-hum-bug. Not quite sure why, but I'm not with the blessed holiday spirit. Still haven't touched the holiday shopping...I detest malls. Instead I am planning trips, business ventures and my enchanted return to school. Yes, you heard me correctly, I'm going back to school. I just feel like "a brilliant mind is a terrible thing to waste!" Especially since my core circle of friends are all bright, highly educated people. Now I have been almost completely gone from the scene out here..and I have seriously been lacking the motivation to handle the myspace stuff. My focus is mainly focused on the website and making my "paper ideas" a reality. And since I am handling this myself..I have to be the one to directly crack the whip.


Never fret though, this bombshell has definitely taken her frustrations out on her wallet....lol...
Shopping ...I love boutiques and such (even though they are ghastly expensive) and on the rare occasion I dash in the mall...I usually have a set in stone idea of what I'm looking for. I just am loving my maturing frame. And after running around with enough stylist, make-up artist, musicians, and doing a gazillion shoots I have a greater understanding for what looks great on my frame. I also enjoy taking more risk. Now before, my risks were more along the lines of "daring", the risks are colors, patterns, pairing and cuts(of the fabric).
I just freakin love playing dress up. My tip...Hounds tooth... its so in right now and on top of that it is a classic print....soooo you can always bring it back.
I'm ready to begin my beast of a workout, to get ready for the beaches, MIA...VEGAS..FL, LA....VA...I'm getting it in...plus I need a tan in my life. The shoots will definitely take up again.
So if your looking to book me ...bombshell.be@gmail.com..is the best and only option. Paid shoots are the only work I'm looking for, but if you have something that will benefit me way more int he long run, lets chat!!!!
Random pictures of me having fun, cause I'm learning photo shop!!!

Until next time, Here's my Lipstick






quick love to Diego "the specialist"..the myspace homie..for all the hook ups...

Sunday, December 7

" I CHANGED MY MIND...I DONT LOVE YOU NO MORE"


December 7Th 2008, Tucson, AZ





The title of the blog shall be explained in a bit.....

Firstly I want to say a "big-ups" (inside joke) to my dear friend Miss Tiffany!! Thanks for letting me stay and party with you....and also for introducing me to you friends.

Also mucho love to the TSA Agents....y'all are some of the realest people ever...and major flirts...but hey you do your job and make me feel like a super star!!!

So after a few morning errands on Friday December 5Th, I am driven to SFO airport. The flight was pretty uneventful...I was trying (unsuccessfully) to catch some shut eye....before I knew it I was touching down at LAX..which way my layover. After quickly purchasing one of those neck pillows...pink of course...(anyone who has seen my luggage knows why I said that)
and the book "Rich dad, Poor dad" I was off to my final destination, Tucson.



The honored birthday girl picks me up and we are off to run some more errands in preparation for her party. I finally get a chance to lay it down for some quick beauty rest. Then we are up and doing the preparation for our night out. I must finally admit...even though I am know for my "timely" preparation its my favorite part of going out. Especially when I am getting ready with someone. Dressed and definitely impressing...we make the late( I tend to rub off on people with that) dash to the club. With an expedited V.I.P. entrance to CLUB PEARL(http://www.clubplanet.com/Venues/133448/Tucson/Pearl).... We are shown to Tif's special area by Ashley(I think that's her name) who was the best hostess I have encountered thus far. we sit...the DJ is playing some throw backs....I promptly place my drink order and get ready to let loose in my 5 inch heels...(a decision I am still feeling). Everyone trickles in and the party gets started. Over all it was a pretty cool night, I met some great people that came to get down like me and got to drink a bit..since Tif doesn't...but it was not with out its issues. Her VIP area had its own dance area...which was really fly and at one point while her and I were on the speaker box ..getting it in...I snapped a picture of a cracking ass VIP. Which for this bombshell was such a relief since I'm so use to seeing a super stiff VIP ...with people just watching the unfortunate and trying to see who can do it up the best.
As I was saying before...security was not doing their job...so we had swanglers entering the VIP...girls...which believe me we had more than enough of....though to our knowledge no one was bold enough to sip on our champagne and eat on the treats. But still not cool...and guys who decided to invite girls into the VIP...when it wasn't their reserved VIP area to begin with.  Not sure when that was ever okay.

my pick of NQB ...
Again...my drunk ass was not quite up on my quick snap skills..I'm so working on it for next time. But this "hand holding friend of Dorthy" is beyond not quite bombshell. See, him and his favorite "hags" decided to showcase their superior dancing skills on the private dance floor Tif's party occupied, him and his crew were asked repeatedly to vacate the area. Resulting in my birthday friend having to do the honors herself. His girls, upon our arrival back to the area, abandoned ship and left him. Actually,  I cant quite say left him, because he refused to leave. And had the nerve to cuss my friend out and ask "who the fuck was she." To which the prompt response was "I'm paying for this party!" Before security could come and embarrass this rude individual, his girls saved him and he left. Much to my dismay because I would have loved to see him get tossed on his "rainbow-brite" ass. 
To him I say "SISTA-BROTHA....GROW UP...AND KNOW THAT UNLESS YOU GOT IT LIKE THAT...( I mean be real..some of us do ...and some of us don't) OR YOU PAY LIKE YOU WEIGHT, THE CLUB IS NOT ALL ACCESS TO YOU..AND WHEN YOU ARE TOLD OF YOUR BOUNDARIES RESPECT IT...BEFORE YOU GET DISRESPECTED!!!


The rest of my weekend was pretty chill..minus some travel arrangement issues. But between my new reading and my mini-vacation I did get a chance to do some major thinking. Have you ever noticed that when you are away from home you can easily eliminate your normal distractions and accurately evaluate you life. I opened my eyes to plenty of my situations. In my love life, friends and family life, my financial life and my entrepreneur life. I realize that I must take more risk ...I have a very creative mind and I am not using it to its full potential. In my love and friends/family life I realized the time has come once again to purge some people from my life. For those who do not hold their weight, or after some time I am still not sure what their purpose with in my life is, I say " YOU ARE THE WEAKEST LINK, GOOD-BYE!" As a maturing individual(yea I know that wasn't very mature) these actions can be very hard on us, But I realize that ..I am the only one who can make the best decisions for me. So far...I've done a great job. 
  When winter comes, I tend to find myself lonely along with cold...craving the attention and proposed companionship of an member of the male species. Yet I am not mentally in the place for a meaningful relationship. I am so focused on making my dreams not only a reality but an accomplishment that I know I will ultimately hurt someone. Now those true romantics out there will loudly proclaim " when you are in a true loving relationship, you can accomplish everything you set out for in you personal, and business life," these two,in essence doing more than coexisting but empowering the other. Realistically, a relationship takes more than it gives. Especailly when you are stampeding toward your dream. The men that I am the closest with..encourage my non-relationship status, which oddly enough brings a smile to my face. Hell my parents and closest girlfriends do too. And with the particular man I'm eyeing...we are in the same place in our lives....creating and making the most of opportunities afforded to us. Now I do date...I mean I am not a hermit! I enjoy the company of a hilarious, sexy, creative man. But a relationship..is a no go...we can enjoy our time together..learn from one another, share stories and hopefully forge timeless bonds. Anything more than that, right now, I am passionately not pursuing.
   So when I am singing the line from Keyshia's song, "I changed my mind, I don't love you no more!" I'm actually saying...I am loving me more. And if "the one" is unequivocally the one....our congruent paths will finally intersect and we'll be the new age Barack & Michelle. 
Not only showcasing "real, unashamed love" but brains, beauty and drive!!!!




OH...THE DOUBLE CHIMES HAVE SOUNDED...AND I SEE MY LOVELY HOME(THE BAY) COMING CLOSER AND CLOSER.....

UNTIL NEXT TIME WORLD...HERE'S MY LIPSTICK




B.E.