It has been a year or so since I have been in front of a professional lens showcasing my modeling skills, so when Erk threw the idea at me I was NERVOUS. Modeling is something, when done properly, you work at, you grow to get the best images possible. I just have happened to grow out of modeling in that same process. I'm not booking and pitching shoots like I once was (I'm not doing it at all) but that does not mean the desire does not arise from time to time. Once Erk explained the type of images he wanted I was more excited, plus we set up shop at my "Camera Whore" of a friend Prentice's crib. Erk tha Jerk is more than just a rapper, he is behind the scences producing , directing videos and he has add Photographer to his list of "can dos." The images below is what he captured and I slid one picture of Prentice up...I guess the ladies need a little something to look at too right?
Sunday, May 9
Tuesday, May 4
ANOTHER DEEP CONVERSATION ON FACEBOOK
... RELATIONSHIPS....
Z: how are you tonight?11:53pm
Bombshell: im gr8t at work chilling and urself 11:53pm
Z: thats good sis Me? I'm sad scared and angry 11:56pm
Bombshell: why is that 11:57pm
Z: my family's displaced.. the quality of women I meet are garbage [spiritually] ..and the quality woman I do meet are deranged ....other than that, I'm fine lol 11:59pm
Bombshell: wow..well ummmm women are crazysomething about the amount of hormones we havebut don't focus on themwork on your family and uwomen will comethere is a shortage of non DL black men believe me we will find u lol 11:59pm
Z: lol 12:00am
Z: yeah I know but women CHASE me and I'm lonely .. it's hard t
o get away from thembut yes, you are correct ..12:04am
Bombshell:being alone for a bit is not badi wish people would stop looking at it that wayits a chance tolearn more about yourselfto focus on yourself 12:04am
Z: nnnNo ... I DO agree 12:04am
Bombshell: which we stop doing when we are with someone 12:05am
Z: chicks don't take no for an answer.. and you have to almost threaten them to get them to leave you alone..And it's hard when your friends have died and your family's all over the place lolSo I am in agreement.. doesn't always feel good, though 12:06am
Bombshell: lol yea ur around some strange chicks but i do find honesty to be the keyi'm hella honest to everyone around me nowrather your feelings be hurt now..but u know the deal 12:07am
Z: mmmm.... you'd be surprised ..It's NOT about who I'm AROUNDTHESE
CRAZY BROADS ARE EVERYWHERE....it's like invasion of the bodysnachersLet's not forget that women of color are brainwashedNot all, but too many 12:09am
Bombshell: brainwashed... how so?I was just talking about the difference.. when i was in high school it was like "my queen" thisetcfrom the black men but then its changed now the only dude that offers up his seat to a a sista at the bar is the guy that isn't my race.=(=( 12:11am
Z: yeah.. because he's trying to play youand it usually works..12:11am
Bombshell: naw...it doesn't its just courtesy 12:11am
Z: yeah it does, and I'm not talking about yourself 12:13am
Z:..here comes a NOVEL ;)12:13am
Bombshell: if black men continue to treat every black woman they meet like the video hoe or hoodrat thats all they get left with..12:14am
Bombshell: i'm not putting all blame on black men black women are
castrating ya'll and then claiming they want a man we aren't supporting you mentally we aren't trusting you oh no novel i'm done 12:15am
Z: HA! naw thats a novel jkn..I don't think you know that I'm agreeing with you, though...I have to deal with the AFTERMATH of what they do..And I forgot how significantly older than you I am... It's damn near a different ballgame for me 12:16am
Bombshell: oh no u seem like a pretty good brother so u catch the brunt of it the "damaged" chicks who dealt with the lames and now dont know a good man for nothing 12:17am
Z: right.. or how boutcan't carry a normal conversationnot deep or int
ellectual.. but NORMAL..12:19am
Z: AND THE CHICK IS CHASING YOU aggressively ...and mad that your not mangled up in the brains like she is..And we're talking most of the women you meet from state to state..And I've learned recently it doesn't matter how good a person you are.. it's not something you can "fight off" or be smart or ignorant about.. there's more women than men but few of them are your age 12:23am
Bombshell: yes...thats why i try to keep my girls cool and chill and smart i'm not the girlfriend lying to them like"u right girl he hella fucked up..its all him"12:24am
Z: I can tell, that's why I speak to you believe it or notand it's why I forget your age also. ...I just never thought I'd be killed off by something I can't even physically fight ,The only real thing I have left is my anger disgust and Artwork ..I'm an angry old man lol..12:28am
Bombshell: lol i'm sure u channel it correctly though most of the timebut there are alot of people lying to themselves and its sad12:29am
Z: pathetic rather..I'd rather be depressed than pathetic ..Depression you can get over lolHey, thanks for reading MY novels ;)12:30am
Bombshell: lolyour so funny no problemi like to write so its nice to get a male point of view on relationships especially someone older than me12:33am
Z:I'know I really want a woman to help me complete my book on relationshipsrather.. my misadventures ,I have seen things no person should see12:36amEvelike some outrageous stuff, You have no IDEA how deranged and pshycopathic women have becom
e as a result of self destructive men & genocideI don't mention race or genocide in my book ... but it's really pretty obvious ,would you mind if I posted our convo in my notes? I'm sure someone would benefit from reading it..12:42am
Bombshell: no problem12:42am
Z: kool 12:42am
Bombshell: at all I was going to ask if i could post it on my blog 12:43am
Z: ..wow double embarrasmentWHY YOU WANT EVERYBODY TO SEE MY TYPO'S THOU??;)12:44am
Bombshell: lol they are short-handnot typos ;);)12:44am
Z: Now they gone' know I can't spellmy illiteracy is my business ! ;)yes, you may post it also12:46am
Bombshell: thank you
Whew... thats deep right
You know who it is.
Sunday, May 2
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO SNAP...
How many of you have that little "trick"....
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